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Melon heads and fruity goodness, I must must MUST be honest with you guys on an update how I've been doing.

Over the past couple of months, I've been absorbing myself onto the internet in pretty dark and dangerous levels. It never appeared this way on the surface, but "Vannamelon" has become the main center of my life.

Honestly, the only thing I primarily focused on was Vannamelon.. day in and day out. My energy, ideas, time, sweat and tears was dedicated into creating content for everyone to enjoy. In fact I once believed that the only fiber of "success" I will ever achieve in my life, was through my Youtube and the videos I come up with. Now you guys know me: I cannot consider myself "hugely successful" in a conceited term.. but no doubt do my videos have insanely awesome feedback. And I guess because of that awesome feedback I receive daily, all of my attention went into the desire of wanting to receive more of that instead of properly taking care of myself.

Around a year ago I fought my depression, anxiety and an eating disorder - three things I still go through today. However instead of focusing on healing myself further and my future, I placed all of that energy into anyone else who needed my help online or through my channel. And if anything, I was fully aware of this dangerous approach. I just ignored it by either throwing more kindness to others or recording another line as Fluttershy. And this.. was extremely bad.

Tonight however.. I realized that if I were to continue this destructive journey, mentally I would plummet drastically and fast. I can't continue to place "the person behind Vannamelon" last anymore. Not only would it hurt me, but everyone else who I love around me. I almost made an irrational decision without thinking about the beauty around me first.

And so, I plan on taking a short break from Vannamelon. I'll probably upload one or two Fluttershy Plays I have already edited and ready to fly within the next couple days, but after that.. it's Vanna-healing time. I have devoted so much energy and patience into Vannamelon and helping other people who I deeply love.. to the point we're I'm almost ashamed I ignored helping/loving myself. But I have acknowledged now, and I'm ready to get better from this and consider this a learning path.

But don't worry! I'll be back as sweety-melony goodness as ever very soon -I'll be back ready to roll with mic in hand, watermelon in the other and a huge bigger heart ready to love everyone.. and myself. 2016 will be a better year, I promise.

Hearts and watermelons to you all! Thank you so so much for everyone's support. See you guys on the cool side of the melon moon :heart:


- Vanna
:iconmelonplz:

(Any personal messages please send to vannamelon@gmail.com)
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My name is Vanna! An aspired voice actress who's gotten into the brony community known as Vannamelon. Drawings kinda my side main squeeze that I tend to do now and then when I'm not occupied. :star:

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:iconepicbritannia877:
EpicBritannia877 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New Deviant
hay I've seen a huge amount of your videos and
can I just say and this is all coming from a guy wo lives
in the UK but your a very pretty and amazing voice actor  
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Kelrick Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ello, Ms. Melon ^^
after watching alot of your fluttershy videos, I remembered a pic I took:

kelrick.deviantart.com/art/Flu…
dunno why, but I thinking you might like it or at least give you a smile ^^;
if not, well sorry for bothering ya
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Nimbus92 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, Vanna, is it okay if I draw your OC, crediting you for her? I didn't want to do so without knowing if I needed your permission or not. 
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:iconmidna5443:
midna5443 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016  Student Filmographer
hi ^^
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:iconnerdsman567:
nerdsman567 Featured By Owner Edited Jul 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Here's a little something I made for you. I hope you don't mind:

fav.me/daahjce

Keep up the great work! I love your videos! ^^
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:iconobriannakenobi:
obriannakenobi Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2016
hey, have you even seen this?

fav.me/da8cxd9
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:iconjonte1000:
Jonte1000 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2016
Vanna your videos are hillairous and your voice is very awesome:D (Big Grin) .
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:iconinfinity-chan09:
Infinity-chan09 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2016  New Deviant Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi!Neko Emoji-41 - (Kawaii Waving) [V3] 
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craz3-back Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
hey
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:iconjordy0904:
Jordy0904 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED! -Hug-
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
5- You should definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends!
If You Get 1 Back You Are Loved
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